Sergeant Rick Doyle || 28 Weeks Later (
fuckthemission) wrote1990-03-11 10:34 pm
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May 11th, Evening [Video]
Still alive, Rick?
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I should be asking you that, shouldn't I?
[Yeah, he heard, doctor. Just recently. You people and your knack for communication. He's just relaxing in his living room, feet up on the table, scribbling through a Sudoku puzzle.
I'M BEING GOOD, SHEESH.]
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It was a relatively minor cut, Rick. It just hurt and bled like a bitch.
[She'd meant to tell him herself. Really. Word travels faster than she's able to scribble out a message apparently.]
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[He's a little uncomfortable mentioning it - mainly because in some sad, weird, unfair way, he knows Peeta. The other doesn't know him, but he remembers. The boy Katniss liked, the one who baked bread, the one who was in the Hunger Games. At least, that was he and Katniss' universe at the time. He's not sure how much he changed the course of history there. Honestly, he thinks not too much.
A shrug.]
Caught him at a pretty bad time. Now we're tied in the 'I got injured by a New Feather and lived' tally.
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[She starts to shrug, more than ready to breeze on by any more discussion of her cut but that. That makes her lock up. And turn to level a glare at the camera. No one should know that. She's only told Lupin, and told him to keep it to himself. Doyle should not know.]
...how do you know who it was?
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I knew him and his world. He was friends with my... 'niece', when they threw us in different worlds and brought us back other people; when he came here she let me know about it.
[A pause.]
He was a friend.
[Barely remember a lot about him, but he remembers seeing him grow up. The faces all blur together - mesh, and all he can really gleam from it is that he isn't a boy with bread anymore.
There was a limp, too. The Games made him limp around a lot.
He shakes his head.]
He probably wouldn't know me, though.
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[At that the glare fades and she relaxes into the pillows. No one else knew. No one else would take anything out on Peeta. Relief washes over and out of her in a log sigh. He would be fine. She was healing, and he would be well.
...
This lasts for a ll of a moment before the rest of what he said clicked. Wait. When he was different. When she'd healed his arm. He'd been from.]
You. You visited that world. The world with the gladiatorial combat involving children?
[She stares for a long while. Attempting to process this.]
...suddenly how intoxicated you were after the fact makes so much more sense.
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[Heh. He looks away, itching his hairline. At least he didn't have to be too secretive with anything. It was difficult to admit what he'd done, what he'd seen, even if it was all fake and he was supposed to be a soldier. How do you tell someone you were a kid murdering other kids for some twisted sport?]
It was a, uh... lot to take in. Forgetting the Games is pretty fuckin' impossible.
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[Explain the details of an event she'd rather put from her mind. She's never experienced them but- Rue. The thought of Rue in an arena, forced to kill. The threat of death? Katniss, stern but solemn. Listening to her comfort Rue, and now she understands the why of it all the more. Peeta. Sincere, kind, terrified Peeta.
He'd said two survived. Of the three she knew...who had lived?]
I...I have a nephew his age. Listening to him explain was...
[Video] btw this is all totally filtered because PRIVACY IS A VIRTUE. or something.
It's insane to think about.
... But it'll get better now, at least. Got awful, but now it'll get better.
[He carted around wood and debris for District 12. He was glad to do so.]
[Video] Locked, even. Unhackable. Because this is PERSONAL STUFF YO.
[He would know. She could ask. It might not be hers to hear- it might not be his to say. But she wants- needs to know.]
Rick.
[Voice low, thick. She's afraid to ask.
She asks anyway.]
The Game Peeta and Katniss were a part of. Peeta mentioned that there were two victors-
[Two survivors. Three of them in the village. And she's afraid she knows the answer.]
...Who won?
[Video]
And he considers how to reply - because it's not his place to say. It's really not.]
... Over time, you won't need to ask.
[But you should always expect the saddest outcome, doctor. By now, he has.
But this isn't his story to tell, regardless.]
Of course... to most Victors, I'm sure there's no such thing as winning.
[Living, yes. Winning? Maybe to some poor kid trained to be a killing machine. But for the normal people... nothing is won. Not even their lives.]
[Video]
[That was answer enough.
'Everyone hates that. When the twelve year olds get chosen.'
She can't. Talk. Not for a long moment. An addition to their little club. One she'd never wanted. It takes a slow steadying breath, or five, for her to even think straight past it. She didn't know Rue well. Just that she was young. Loves music. And that she was clever, curious, and sweet-
And. She was.]
Christ.
[She buries her face in her hands for a moment. Tries to breathe again. Manages it.]
...survive would have been a more appropriate word. There is. There is no victory in anything like enduring that.
[Could she really help Lupin find a way out, now? Knowing what she had to return to, that was one thing. She's made peace with it. But the children. What of them?]
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But little Rue... it was a fucking tragedy to know someone that young who is dead.
Adele wasn't as painful - they were the same age, had the same sort of bitter but dry way about it all, but Rue was a different sort of death altogether.]
Yeah. I guess 'survivor' wasn't as flashy a title for the Capitol.
[A beat. His gaze flicks up to the screen.]
You gonna' be okay?
[Video]
[And she can't help but think of her whenever she sees Rue. Entirely different girls in so many ways, but equally fragile. Infinity precious. Someone's child. Some other man's everything.
Adele swallows back thick, frustrated sentiments. Children fighting. Children dying. So much of what landed her in the compound, so much of what got her killed was knotted up around that detail. She was an idiot around children. Always has been. Always will be. It's frustrating on some level. One she cannot put much thought into, not now.]
I am fine. Really. Just. [She scrubs her face, shakes her head. Looks back up.]
I've never enjoyed burying children.
[Video]
We'll all take care of her here. Rule 2, right?
[Video]
[One last swipe at her eyes, wiping away tears that weren't tears. Just. Frustration. About where they were, a world she's never visited, the sheer, bloody mess that was this village and how helpless she is to change anything. It doesn't help. She pushes it back, sets it aside.]
Most of those that have met her are equally protective after not long. I know Archie's heart all but broke for her when she told him she'd never heard a piano before.
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She'll be good off here, doc. Lots of good people here who look out for everyone, especially the kids. She won't have to worry about having to deal with things like the Games, not with a hell of a lot of people on her side guns and swords at the ready.
That's just how this place is, right?
[Video]
[Calmer now- or better able to hide the frustration, she sits back. Offers Rick a wry half smile.]
We are ever able to protect our friends and neighbors. Not to mention I gave her my word she would not be forced into anything she didn't wish if it could be prevented. I can't very well break my promise to a child now, can I?
With Katniss and Peeta here to help keep her safe, as well, it should not be so difficult to see them protected.
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[It would be impossible for him to turn his back. Hell, even if he didn't know their story so damn well, he's always had a hard time with looking out for just him. No way. The Games never took that away from him, never would.]
Step one, tell Peeta to stab the things that actually go bump in the night, instead of the petite French doctors. Step two, try not to freak him out when I already know who he is.
[He clears his throat casually, flipping the page.]
This place is still fuckin' weird.
[Video]
[She can't help but huff a laugh at the memory. At the time it had been bizarre but...sweet.]
Katniss and you are close still, yes? She may be able to explain who you are.
[A beat.]
A man that was searching for god appeared out of nowhere in my house and started to look for books- fuckin' weird is an understatement.
[Video]
[Of course, he's referring to Peeta baking in general, but then you throw a curveball at him and he's quiet for a moment.]
... Searching for god?
[Whelp.]
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In my world, we'd refer to him as 'that crazy homeless guy on the corner that smells weird', but I guess now that I'm here, anything's possible.
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